Self Portrait (“me” the old man)

Sometimes we feels like we could did more, loved more, helped more and things like that and we hate ourselvs so much because of these things that we can not find the most important thing in our hearts: To feel ALIVE, if you feel alive you can live for you and for everything you want to live, you can:

live for someone you love,
live for something you really wants,
live in a place you dream about it your entire life,
live for your dog,
live for you MOM,
live for see the stars,
live to feel sexy,
live to be nice,
live for draw and dream,
live to not step on ants,
live to hold your breath for more than 30 seconds,
live to playing drums,
live to see the beautiful deviantart artists works,
live to be an arist,
live to play in the park,
live to plant a tree, live to build a building,
live to destroy a building for sunshine cross that park,
live for watch Ghibli’s movies,
live for do you own movie,
live to watch porn,
live to pray after that,
live for help an old person to feel alive too,
live to making a self portrait and a very strange one,
live to work in your kids future,
live to be loved by your friends,
live to have friends,
live to be a cop than you can help other people,
live to be a cop and arrest people that makes other people lives a living hell,
live to be so crazy that you cross the entire city naked,
live for being arrested by that cop,
live to get you english better
live without fear of get old
live to have so many drinks you want to,
live to throw up the drinks and something more you have before,

live to help your self to find a good way to live
and feel ALIVE for the rest of your life, until you DIE.
What the hell I am talking about? I say: “See the “me” story”

“Me” Story a young old man

Once in a insane mind a beautiful world was created,
money and selfishness do not exists in there.
People can live together without watching their backs.
This world has a beautiful black and white mosaic floor,
fluffy clouds on the walls, letters between stars in the roof,
and a backgorund song saying: “Nothing’s gonna change my world”.
Everything was perfect for that person named “me”,
until the “me” dies... but “me” still alive because he did a self-portrait.

“Me” loves to read that letters on the sky
The REAL me scratch all in red

“Me” loves to play in that mosaic floor
The REAL me cover the floor with carpets

“Me” sings: “nothing’s gonna chan...
The REAL me slaps me’s mouth

“Me” cares about that world
The REAL me don’t give a fuck about that world

“Me” don’t feel special
The REAL me IS NOT special

“Me” cries writing this text
The REAL me laugh reading this text

“Me” is a increadible nice person
The REAL me is a stupid a**hole

“Me” loves to draw expressive and emotional
The REAL me was a artist

“Me” enjoy the life so much as he can
The REAL me took off me’s life just because he can’t live together with me,
The REAL me becomes “me” and the “Futari” is now one person named: D...

ByEbYe Folks

IIt’s just how I want and don’t want to feel im my world, “me’s” world.
This illustration represents everything I love in people and everything I hate in me. Me the young old man.
Sorry for this! ... and sorry for my bad english too.
I hate my stomach-ache...

Art info:
- Original size 3834x7000px
- Graffiti Pen Skecth on A3 Paper
- Colors (Painter 7, Crayons, Watercolor and Oil Brush)
- Finish work and Ornaments (Photoshop 7)

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